my Lord Ganesha

He shields and protects me.
He removes my fears, my doubts and all my obstacles.
He loves me for who I am.
He keeps me future focused.
He is my constant companion.

change is so...

invigorating.
scary.
uncertain.
tentative.
immediate.

need to stay...
focused.
positive.
strategic.
diplomatic.
driven.

want to at times...
scream + shout.
hit someone.
tell the world how frightening this all is for me.
tell the world how excited i am at this door opening.
to where? who knows!
but from what? HELL.