Friday, October 15, 2010

an acceptance of new beginnings...

the simplest of ways to say it. where i am right now. yet the repercussions these crossroads encourage, are tantamount to ripping myself out of me, and becoming some stranger i don't completely believe i am built to be.

it all boils down to this request to the universe, my request, and it has lead finally to my moonstone, and then to the niggling start of gentle and pushy conversations around arranged marriages. i am not ready, and i doubt i will ever be ready mentally, and so i am happily embracing my state of denial.

salam.

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