"Do not search for us...we will find you.
Do not wait for us...we are here already.
Do not whisper your name...we know it well.
We have loved you forever, time will tell...
We are your Guardian Angels."
~Author Unknown~
Friday, July 18, 2008
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
2 weeks since i am 40 now...
...and i realize that this is the best place for me to be at right now.
that Socks was totally right in hoping i am exactly where i needed to be and that i am completely conscious of this fact.
i have also finally taken off from my internal/mental pedestal my hero from my isle of birth. well over a decade later, and he has finally fallen into showing me that he is not merely just a mortal man but also one that has his dick very much in his wife's hand to the point that he is sneaking around behind her back to resume being "dear" friends with me.
tsk tsk. and so here's spit in your face XXXXX. you used to be the man and now? i realize that i was looking at you pretty much through hallucinogenic retinas of old. where i only saw a gentle and true being, one that upheld friendships and hence stood up for his fraternity as such.
only in the end.. my sex stood against me, and i was no longer just a mate but rather someone who had moved firmly into becoming a real threat to his insecure wife that is yet to meet me for the record. warped, bizarre, and very much true.
my 40th welcomed me into infinite possibilities and also into waking up and seeing the fallen, exactly for what he is.
that Socks was totally right in hoping i am exactly where i needed to be and that i am completely conscious of this fact.
i have also finally taken off from my internal/mental pedestal my hero from my isle of birth. well over a decade later, and he has finally fallen into showing me that he is not merely just a mortal man but also one that has his dick very much in his wife's hand to the point that he is sneaking around behind her back to resume being "dear" friends with me.
tsk tsk. and so here's spit in your face XXXXX. you used to be the man and now? i realize that i was looking at you pretty much through hallucinogenic retinas of old. where i only saw a gentle and true being, one that upheld friendships and hence stood up for his fraternity as such.
only in the end.. my sex stood against me, and i was no longer just a mate but rather someone who had moved firmly into becoming a real threat to his insecure wife that is yet to meet me for the record. warped, bizarre, and very much true.
my 40th welcomed me into infinite possibilities and also into waking up and seeing the fallen, exactly for what he is.
an ode to Mz. Larawannabe
think.think.think.
of edddward. so that you will cease your daily trifling.
and you may flit away from tedium and general boredom.
float away. like a little butterfly, quick upon the clouds of want and longing.
to being home again and lying down to the hard pages of his story.
you arch your neck to the sensuous possibilities of being bitten.
of edddward. so that you will cease your daily trifling.
and you may flit away from tedium and general boredom.
float away. like a little butterfly, quick upon the clouds of want and longing.
to being home again and lying down to the hard pages of his story.
you arch your neck to the sensuous possibilities of being bitten.
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